Wednesday, January 28, 2004
Just wanted to give a Happy Birthday shout-out to two of my favorite people in the whole wide world: Happy Birthday Aunt Peg and Happy Birthday Joey!! : )
On another note, I am responding to a recent 6 page long e-mail that I received. It's just taking awhile 'cause I don't have enough time to sit down and put my thoughts on paper, or on the computer as the case may be. Be patient, a response is coming.
On another note, I am responding to a recent 6 page long e-mail that I received. It's just taking awhile 'cause I don't have enough time to sit down and put my thoughts on paper, or on the computer as the case may be. Be patient, a response is coming.
Monday, January 26, 2004
Ah, yes. Once again I've elicited a response from a blog entry that I wrote. Good, good. It's good to know that I still have an effect on the world. Lol, yeah.
Seriously, I don't mean to offend anybody or hurt anybody's feelings. I just like to joke around a lot, and the offending entry was only meant as a joke (Hence the Ohhh yeah and Lol parts)...
Anyway, it's nice to have finally found somebody with the same goals as mine who is willing to work with me to accomplish anything! The key here is motivation, drive. Determination. Hanging out on the couch watching TV will get one nowhere. Talking to each other sparks the imagination which sparks plans. To a person with drive, these plans become goals, and everybody knows that when I set a goal I achieve it. Imagine how great life will be now that I have somebody beside me with the same drive that I have, who also meets the goals that he sets. Together we could have anything we want, go wherever we want, etc. How exciting!! I'm way happy right now, and I'm ready to stop running. I've found somebody with whom I have a real connection, a connection that is so much more than just having fun and having sex. I can completely open my heart to him without feeling self-conscious. I truely feel that this is going to work out for us long term. I love ya, My Joey!!
Seriously, I don't mean to offend anybody or hurt anybody's feelings. I just like to joke around a lot, and the offending entry was only meant as a joke (Hence the Ohhh yeah and Lol parts)...
Anyway, it's nice to have finally found somebody with the same goals as mine who is willing to work with me to accomplish anything! The key here is motivation, drive. Determination. Hanging out on the couch watching TV will get one nowhere. Talking to each other sparks the imagination which sparks plans. To a person with drive, these plans become goals, and everybody knows that when I set a goal I achieve it. Imagine how great life will be now that I have somebody beside me with the same drive that I have, who also meets the goals that he sets. Together we could have anything we want, go wherever we want, etc. How exciting!! I'm way happy right now, and I'm ready to stop running. I've found somebody with whom I have a real connection, a connection that is so much more than just having fun and having sex. I can completely open my heart to him without feeling self-conscious. I truely feel that this is going to work out for us long term. I love ya, My Joey!!
Friday, January 23, 2004
I haven't updated in forever! I guess I should do that. I just haven't been home in awhile, hehe.
Joey has the key to my chastity belt and he uses it on a regular basis. Ohhh yeah. Lol
Rabid zebra.
Palm trees.
Joey has the key to my chastity belt and he uses it on a regular basis. Ohhh yeah. Lol
Rabid zebra.
Palm trees.
Tuesday, January 13, 2004
Gray skies make me sad. I don't like waking up when it's gray outside day after day.
I was going to post something deep and insightful up here, but I don't remember what I was going to say. Lol
I was going to post something deep and insightful up here, but I don't remember what I was going to say. Lol
Sunday, January 11, 2004
Hahaha! I think I'm just another emo bitch! Do I dress like I'm emo? Yeah. Do I like emo music? Yeah. Hmm....
Friday, January 09, 2004
Another day, another dollar. So they say... I'm sure glad it's Thursday. I think I'll go out after work tomorrow. I need a drink, or two, or three. Honestly, work hasn't been that bad this week. Of course, it's my turn to be the phlebotomy person tomorrow, so we'll see what my attitude is like tomorrow evening, lol.
Why am I still awake at 1:43 AM? I don't really know. I was watching a movie called "The Cellar" on the SciFi channel. It was about some monster that lived in these people's cellar. I guess it was an old Indian curse or something, due to the fact that the setting was in the desert. Anyway, it was interesting.. even if the special effects were circa 1986.
Why am I still awake at 1:43 AM? I don't really know. I was watching a movie called "The Cellar" on the SciFi channel. It was about some monster that lived in these people's cellar. I guess it was an old Indian curse or something, due to the fact that the setting was in the desert. Anyway, it was interesting.. even if the special effects were circa 1986.
Monday, January 05, 2004
First of all, let me just say that I am not intentionally trying to offend anybody with my blog. However, these are my opinions and if they do offend, I'm sure that you'll get over it.
I had the pleasure of talking with Erin (Eric's internet girlfriend) this morning. She seems nice enough, but she's only 17. Eric is 26. I know it's none of my business, but isn't there something disturbing about that? I mean, it's almost pedophilia. According to her ICQ profile, she turns 18 in March, so she won't be jailbait much longer, but still... Another rant of mine is this whole internet love thing. How can you love somebody that you haven't even met in true life, face-to-face? People can be whomever or whatever they want to be online. Often people mask the fact that their real lives suck by hiding behind the computer screen. Get out and meet people! (And this is coming from me, and I'm pretty anti-social most of the time!) Now, for those of you that think that I'm just jealous or that I have some kind of problem because I'm the bitter ex-girlfriend, believe me, I have nothing to be jealous about. I didn't enjoy the months of psychological abuse that caused my nerves to be so bad that I was about two minutes away from getting some form of medication. I didn't enjoy not being able to go out and be with my friends without accompaniment. I didn't enjoy the verbal abuse that targeted my parents, my other relatives, my friends, my beliefs, etc. I didn't enjoy the depression caused by all of these things. If you still think I'm jealous, please open up your eyes, take a look around, and think again. Granted, Eric and I have both changed and we are two different people now compared to who we were then. However, the old saying goes "A leopard can't change his spots." Granted, maybe Eric was the way he was because I cheated on him. Oh well. I was 19. I wasn't ready for the hasty engagement that I had to Eric at 19 years old. Nobody knows what they want when they're a teenager. (You may think you do, but you think a lot of things that aren't exactly correct when you're a teenager.) Anyway, it's time to end this rant.
I had the pleasure of talking with Erin (Eric's internet girlfriend) this morning. She seems nice enough, but she's only 17. Eric is 26. I know it's none of my business, but isn't there something disturbing about that? I mean, it's almost pedophilia. According to her ICQ profile, she turns 18 in March, so she won't be jailbait much longer, but still... Another rant of mine is this whole internet love thing. How can you love somebody that you haven't even met in true life, face-to-face? People can be whomever or whatever they want to be online. Often people mask the fact that their real lives suck by hiding behind the computer screen. Get out and meet people! (And this is coming from me, and I'm pretty anti-social most of the time!) Now, for those of you that think that I'm just jealous or that I have some kind of problem because I'm the bitter ex-girlfriend, believe me, I have nothing to be jealous about. I didn't enjoy the months of psychological abuse that caused my nerves to be so bad that I was about two minutes away from getting some form of medication. I didn't enjoy not being able to go out and be with my friends without accompaniment. I didn't enjoy the verbal abuse that targeted my parents, my other relatives, my friends, my beliefs, etc. I didn't enjoy the depression caused by all of these things. If you still think I'm jealous, please open up your eyes, take a look around, and think again. Granted, Eric and I have both changed and we are two different people now compared to who we were then. However, the old saying goes "A leopard can't change his spots." Granted, maybe Eric was the way he was because I cheated on him. Oh well. I was 19. I wasn't ready for the hasty engagement that I had to Eric at 19 years old. Nobody knows what they want when they're a teenager. (You may think you do, but you think a lot of things that aren't exactly correct when you're a teenager.) Anyway, it's time to end this rant.
Saturday, January 03, 2004
It's a new year! I need a new calendar!
Went to Stillbornfest on Tuesday. It ROCKED! I was still sick, but I think all of the bass knocked out the rest of my sinus infection. I got to meet Freddy Madball, Vinnie Stigma from the legendary Agnostic Front, and of course, Jamey Hatebreed. It was a really good show with almost all of the greatest hardcore bands there. Strickland and Frankie were there representin' Clearfield, seeing them made my night! : ) Oh yeah, and I bought a new Sheetz cup on the Golden Mile. Lol
New Year's Eve sucked. I'm never making plans to go out again. $10 to go out and see Grinder and have a hot dog, $65 for a $20 motel room, nobody showing, etc. I would've had more fun if I would've stayed home. At least I have digital cable and food at home. Has anybody checked out the new TimeSquare place in Glen Richey? It was formerly the Leather and Lace. I guess the guy from Days Inn bought it and is trying to transform it into some kind of club. The 'necks of Glen Richey won't be happy about that...
Went to Stillbornfest on Tuesday. It ROCKED! I was still sick, but I think all of the bass knocked out the rest of my sinus infection. I got to meet Freddy Madball, Vinnie Stigma from the legendary Agnostic Front, and of course, Jamey Hatebreed. It was a really good show with almost all of the greatest hardcore bands there. Strickland and Frankie were there representin' Clearfield, seeing them made my night! : ) Oh yeah, and I bought a new Sheetz cup on the Golden Mile. Lol
New Year's Eve sucked. I'm never making plans to go out again. $10 to go out and see Grinder and have a hot dog, $65 for a $20 motel room, nobody showing, etc. I would've had more fun if I would've stayed home. At least I have digital cable and food at home. Has anybody checked out the new TimeSquare place in Glen Richey? It was formerly the Leather and Lace. I guess the guy from Days Inn bought it and is trying to transform it into some kind of club. The 'necks of Glen Richey won't be happy about that...
